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[Aug. 20th, 2006|01:11 pm] |
think of your life before you and your boyfriend were living together. sure, you felt alone and you wanted that "certain someone" to be with, but that someone has made everyone else in your life want to not be around you after getting to really know who you chose as your significant other. i don't hate you, but my life is a lot better without the jon bullshit i really don't need anymore. i still tried to talk to you and be good friends, but your lame "you make me nervous like a schoolgirl crush so i can't talk to you" responses pissed me off and has made me give up on even trying to talk to you since we're obviously nowhere near as close to eachother as you say we were or you wouldn't have a problem talking to me.
maybe if you would have left your boyfriend when you had the chance you wouldn't feel like dying. maybe you would be happy. maybe you and i would be together right now and this update would have never happend, even though it's the red alert that i still care about you, but so do a lot of people, you just suck at keeping thoughs important to you close and you're really awesome and hurting everyone you know one way or another. i just refuse to be in your life if jon's in it aswell considering i know i'll be found in a ditch, because i said "you're so goofy" to the wrong person whenever he was fucked up on whatever he likes to go overboard on
"he's not like this all of the time, it's cool"
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